Wednesday, July 16, 2008

blank

Not wanting to talk to anyone; not finding a connection with anybody; not seeing anyone who can understand how you really feel.

Lahat ng bagay corny. Lahat ng tao ayaw mo makita.

All faces I can recognize, but I believe them to be still unfamiliar.

I am alone. So getting used to be alone, I ve grown to actually disdain any attempt to intrusion.

Enjoying the dryness of the room, and the indifference of his eyes, I urge myself to look away and force my mind to be blank.

Feeling the loss of a will to live.

Nothingness: my new way of life.

 

(Saw him today.)

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