Leave or Live with it

Break everything.

Send myself loose.

That would be the only way to grow.

The only thing that I have to consider, is how? Is it possible without feeling any pain? Or any bitterness?

I have several options.

Disappear. No word, no goodbyes. Just plain disappear. Cutting all connections.

Confront. Squeeze a final answer. Cry, then move on.

Stay. Hope for the best.

Which is the least excruciating?

I know this is not getting anywhere. There's no hope.

1. We won't work together. I pressure him too much.

2. There is someone else (and he does not notice it). 

a. He lives for it.

b. They would fit well together.

c. He needs to have that kind of person to help him steer his life.

3. There are a lot of things that I cannot do for you.

4. He does not need me in his life, and he won't benefit from this relationship.

5. I lost myself already, and he is not giving me any assurance that he would stay no matter where I would ind myself.

6. This situation is so vague, and EMOTIONALLY Taxing.

TANGINA.

He always needs space from me, and he does not know how to express commitment.

Yun lang.

Then? Saan ako pupunta? Saan ako sasandal?

Pano na ako?