Nakakapagod mag-English

Bale, halos apat na taon na ring dumudugo ang ilong ko kaka-Ingles.

Actually, I shifted to my course in a very happy-go-lucky way. Then i'm at least fascinated and a little bit (somehow, not much) fulfilled with the subject matter. I got to read a lot of literary pieces that really went deep into my heart and got to appreciate much of life's atrocities and fulfillments. it made me hungry for knowledge even if Im not really studying hard. I wish I could make a living out of being a student all my life, engaging in class discussions (of course with the most erudite professors of my choice, please), reading and writing(guided). Because after graduation, I don't know what the hell would be my job to provide me and my parents of the victuals needed in life(they say... a teacher?, 50% of my mind still could not decide on the fact)... Do I have to use my national language after all to decide what I really wanted to do with my damn life?